girl friend

i don't know why i keep this friend for so long. We've known each other for 6-7years? if not mistaken, from friend now we called each other "sis".

we always argue. i remember there was one time we argued at the Sg Wang taxi stand, Karen was there too. Then, i was damn fxcking pissed off and i left myself in a taxi which we supposed to take 1 cab back to PJ.

She likes to seduce the guy i like. like michael last time in Liberty, and tooo bad she's way tooo fat to be attracted to him. fortunately, he is those guys who always use their head underneath to think and action too. She knows i like him very much and she did it in purpose. Now, Michael is married with 1 daughter. Once a while, she will see him at Seapark or Paramount there, she will text me:

"guess who i saw just now?? i was having breakfast with my bro. it's michael!! u really got no fate with him lah. i always see him but not u."

WTF!!! not need to update me such kind of "incidents" right?! i don't want to know!!!

After that is Sam. Me and Karen like him at the same time. Same thing, she likes to seduce him during every outings. i don't mind, if she really likes him, just take it!! don't act in front of me!!! He's not her type, and she claimed that she'll never like him. However, she'll flirt with him, contacts him anytime, anywhere and anyhow. Karen in fact mad at her for me as she behaving like a bitch. Ya, i hate her. What a pretender!!

Now, i hate Sam too. Will only liaise with him for work in future, don't want to date him out anymore. as ask him out, need to ask her out too. Even though she never meet the group of friend before, even though she might not have the same conversation with them before. My God!!! be "sing muk" a bit lah!!!

Like last Wed, abit of my fault lah, supposed to go out with Sam them but in the end i decided to go out with Uncle Mak. I told Sam i can't join them already, asked them to go ahead without me. But stupid him die die also want me out with them, don't know what's wrong and i thought he'll back off once i invited him to join us as he doesn't know any of them (except Emily). Who knows?! the other way round, he said he was fine with that. aiyoyo, that night's dinner is the worse dinner i ever had. the atmosphere was so weird!! Then somemore want to complain to Karen that i never invite her. You can't just inviting a Christian to Temple right?!

somehow, sometimes she will be there for you when you need someone to count on. she will be there when you need a shoulder to cry on. she will be there when you need someone to have a wild night with guys. To be honest, i hate her more than i like her lah. i know i'm being hypocrite by treating her nice which i'm scolding her @#$^$%^* in my heart thousand times.