Thursday, October 30, 2008
Malaysian Drama: Addicted to Love 都市恋人的追逐
They were saying this is a Malaysian version of Sex and the City. Talking about 4 women's career, love life in the city - KL.
4 girls - Angel, Leila, Cherry and Michelle
Angel, very mature and quite type, a successful business woman. not keen on her love story though.
Leila, very materialistic. Money minded. The elements that she looks for in her boyfriend are money, $, duit. Knew a guy called Jake, quite good-looking but poor as well. However, she doesn't know about the truth. This is so-called $$$ covers the eyes. sigh~ don't really like her story.
Michelle who is quite old lah, her match (aka soulmate) also old and not good-looking. Hence, forgive me for not interested in her love story as well.
The only one i like and would like to follow is Cherry + Tony. Cherry works as a matchmaker and Tony was one of her customer. Tony is a IT expert, financially stable but does not have time to start a new relationship. All his time has contributed to his work. She tried to set him up with the lady customers in her database and was being ffk-ed x times. One fine day, Tony shows up and boom!! Sparks!! Tony fall in love with her. However, he doesn't know how to react on his feeling; dare not tell Cherry as well. As such, he keeps saying "no feeling" to Cherry on the date that she set up for him. In the end, one of the lady customer told Cherry the fact. Here the story goes.....
wanted to know how they get along with each other. Tony likes to go park for lunch as it is stress free + fresh air. To me, Tony is my dream man. I like guy like this, smart, responsible and not really smooth-tongued type. Even though he may not has time for me, but at least he is not spending his time with others, most importantly not with girls. He may not likes to or cannot afford to spend in high-class restaurant, i don't mind, as long as my love one is with me... hehe..
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Korean Movie: 武林女大學生
開始時好鬼悶啊, 所以我fast forward來睇.. 嘻嘻
呢部戲既故事咧, 少少夸張啦.. 有D似香港既<野蠻秘笈>
最唔鐘意睇, 係女主角發花癲鐘意另一個男主角既時候, 而果個男主角又鐘意左一個年齡比佢大好多既巡邏警察. 哎喲喲, 好復雜!!
直到佢D出現....
温朱万
好鬼Cutey啊佢... 但係, 某個角度睇佢既話, 尤其是係佢笑既時候, 嗯.. 麻麻地啫..
最鐘意係佢被催眠, 成為黑風同佢既青梅竹馬單挑既時候咯~
酷酷地, 好鬼有型啊!!!
當故事是說著佢同埋素熙既時候, 就比較有興趣D.
一英為了素熙, 成為黑風既徒弟, 被佢催眠, 做佢所不能做.
好感動哦~
部戲最最最浪漫的時候, 就是最后那一幕, 佢為左唔傷害佢D最愛-素熙,
嘗試令自己清醒, 由催眠中清醒. 但係不果.
係懸崖邊, 掐著素熙脖子D時候, 眼淚+風+青冥劍 = 破除催眠
一英, 清醒啦!!! 訓向素熙上邊.... 哇塞...
真真真真既好浪漫架~
Monday, October 27, 2008
Long lost friend
I met Goh Chee Hao, my high schoolmate there, he pretended i had recognized the wrong person at first. Idiot!! but he admitted at last, not a leng zai anymore. sigh~
Then i met Lee Shih Lun (used to call him Shit Lun, ) last night. He looks the same!! We were buddies with Manish and Sangheetha during college time. Emily said he's like Sam, butterfly here and there.
Wonder next time who will i meet, hope is either primary schoolmate or Foon Yew high schoolmate. a bit too much right??
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Open ur heart
Mummy called me when i was having Face2Face with Jessy & Clarisse and requested me to return her call when i reach home. I called around 10pm just now. Guess what she said to me??
Sorry.
She said she was sorry about the words that she said to me during po po's funeral. the very 1st apology i received from her. never in my life, for 27 years, she said this magic word to me!!! at least this time, we opened our heart to communicate. I told her how i felt, how i understand her feeling and i don't blame her. Just don't treat me like a prisoner or enemy. Please handle me with care and love, I'm fragile.
She said i like to talk loud to her. Am i only talking loud to her??? She doesn't really know me, does she?? I bet every friends around me know that I'm basically a mobile speaker, even talking to customers when i was working at CCC. I don't mean it bad, I'm just LOUD. Please bear with me, i'm not good in expressing myself sometime, especially to someone I love.
Note: i argued with her again about 5mins ago. Shit!!! it seems we'll never keep our good relationship for looooong~
Sunday, October 19, 2008
I'm in love again!!!
I found it was quite happening that day. So decided i MUST go the next day (which is on Sat)!! And YES!! i did go on Sat!!
Wow, it was a pretty wild night!!! really, i swear. Me and Michelle get very very drunk that night, don't know why. One thing, the songs played there + the crowd = PERFECT!! At least it is not a very young crowd like Scarlet (in case u don't know, this is located @Cineleisure, PJ) and the songs are mostly R&B and Hip Hops which are my fava!
We get to know a guy called Frankie who looks like Alex Fong 方力申, a Hong Kong Star. my fava actor leh, he's quite cute lah but with a BIG nose, and pretty young too!!
Hope we get to go again next week!!
(Notice the time i updated the post? NO! i'm not waking up early, and YA! i'm having insomnia, again... i'm having running nose right now out of sudden, cannot fall back to sleep. i'll try to sleep again, luckily my working hours is flexible.) uh... something wrong somewhere... Stupid timing doesn't show correctly, i have just tried to update the timing from Gmail account, but wonder it'll work...
Saturday, October 18, 2008
No Black Tie
A very obscure, un-commercialize pub with live performance. Was invited by Sam to go to this pub and i found it is worth RM20 for the cover charge just to enjoy the live performance.
My very first time there. Cool!! this is my first impression. Very small place, there is upstairs tooo, but i didn't manage to go up and have a look. Not more than 20 tables, if not mistaken. stage is rather small. ambience not bad, abit smokey once people starts smoking in there. My eyes were quite dry and uncomfortable almost the end of the live performance.
1st band singing was Estrella. According to Kian, they have their own album available in the music store. It's a lady singer, quite cute and sexy voice; very JAZZ. The last song "Stay" is very nice.
2nd band was The Stoned Revival. I like the drummer, he's cute!!! Boyish kind of cute. The way he plays drum also very cool and attracting somehow. The saxophone player also not bad. I found this band better than the previous one, as their songs are more lively, a bit of rock element.
Last band was 40 winks. I understand why they were the last band. Because they have about 10 of them, 4 guys playing saxophone + trumpet, 3 bass, 1 drummer, 1 keyboard plus the diva. This one is a bit noisy to me, image in such a small place and you have all the required instruments for a concert. However, i can say, they are talented. the same song, they sang in few different styles: country, slow jazz, hujan-way and many more. That's coool!!
They are all local. I may not like them as who they are but i like their songs lah and the way they perform them. i'll go again. I'll learn the way to go there too.Friday, October 17, 2008
girl friend
we always argue. i remember there was one time we argued at the Sg Wang taxi stand, Karen was there too. Then, i was damn fxcking pissed off and i left myself in a taxi which we supposed to take 1 cab back to PJ.
She likes to seduce the guy i like. like michael last time in Liberty, and tooo bad she's way tooo fat to be attracted to him. fortunately, he is those guys who always use their head underneath to think and action too. She knows i like him very much and she did it in purpose. Now, Michael is married with 1 daughter. Once a while, she will see him at Seapark or Paramount there, she will text me:
"guess who i saw just now?? i was having breakfast with my bro. it's michael!! u really got no fate with him lah. i always see him but not u."
WTF!!! not need to update me such kind of "incidents" right?! i don't want to know!!!
After that is Sam. Me and Karen like him at the same time. Same thing, she likes to seduce him during every outings. i don't mind, if she really likes him, just take it!! don't act in front of me!!! He's not her type, and she claimed that she'll never like him. However, she'll flirt with him, contacts him anytime, anywhere and anyhow. Karen in fact mad at her for me as she behaving like a bitch. Ya, i hate her. What a pretender!!
Now, i hate Sam too. Will only liaise with him for work in future, don't want to date him out anymore. as ask him out, need to ask her out too. Even though she never meet the group of friend before, even though she might not have the same conversation with them before. My God!!! be "sing muk" a bit lah!!!
Like last Wed, abit of my fault lah, supposed to go out with Sam them but in the end i decided to go out with Uncle Mak. I told Sam i can't join them already, asked them to go ahead without me. But stupid him die die also want me out with them, don't know what's wrong and i thought he'll back off once i invited him to join us as he doesn't know any of them (except Emily). Who knows?! the other way round, he said he was fine with that. aiyoyo, that night's dinner is the worse dinner i ever had. the atmosphere was so weird!! Then somemore want to complain to Karen that i never invite her. You can't just inviting a Christian to Temple right?!
somehow, sometimes she will be there for you when you need someone to count on. she will be there when you need a shoulder to cry on. she will be there when you need someone to have a wild night with guys. To be honest, i hate her more than i like her lah. i know i'm being hypocrite by treating her nice which i'm scolding her @#$^$%^* in my heart thousand times.
Nephews & Niece
the eldest is Niece - Natasha. she has been very very cute since she was a baby... still now.
She loves me sooo much as i always buy Disney Princess stickers or bag for her. hehe..
the youngest will be only a-week-old Nephew. Don't know the name yet, his father needs to calculate his birth date everything in order to get a good name for him. So lucky!! He has a very loving parents.
Share a small incident with you all: when his mother was inside the delivery room waiting for him to come out, u know lah, it will be very very painful. So his mother's face had became very pale and was crying while trying to push him out... His father was next to his mother, watching her, can't hold her hand as she asked not to touch her. However, father was as if he was going through the same pain as mother, as if gonna pass out soon. As a result, when he came out from the safest and most comfortable "place", his father forgot to check whether is a he or she. funny lah!!
Thursday, October 16, 2008
喵喵很忙
忙着什么呢? 嗯, 要开始"工作"了, 有了新的direction, 所以得做一些research和presentation.
还有呢, 得应酬我的仰慕者呐.. 当然, 也少不了同我的"好姐妹"叙叙旧呀! 嘻嘻
我又花了一大笔钱了.. 唉~
谁呀, 来杀了我吧!! 签了RM3K来美白并修复我的背. 很烂的背, 所以得花些钱来搞搞它.
可是, 这样的话, 我就又欠下一大笔"债" 了... 所以说, 直接杀了我, 会比较省钱吧??
现在的我得很努力, 很努力的找part time, 不然都不够cover我的expenses.
有点点后悔, 为什么又花无谓的钱呀?! 我发觉哦, 美女并不便宜咯.
Maintenance fees挺高的, 没有自然美这回事. 人不会自然就美的, 得加上一些maintenance,
这样才能维持, 并且更加的美丽和吸引人.
我永远都相信这句话: "只有懒女人,没有丑女人; 只有穷的丑女人, 并没有有钱的大肥婆, 丑八怪!!"
我的life, 一个字, 惨!!!
对了, 美容师说最好的上床时间是11.30pm, 因为12am 到 2am之间是我们零件运作, 修复的时间.
所以不浪费时间啦, 除了friday和saturday之外, 其他时间我都准时11.30pm进入睡梦中. 拜咯!!
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Stupidest thing i ever done in my life
Holly !!!! OMG!!! I caused BIG problem lah!!! stupid me!!! I have never ever done such a stupid, idiotic thing before, u know!!! I couldn't tell how sorry I am!! Maybe kill me will be much easier, happier and faster!!
Once again, I'm sorry ah, 大蝦!!
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Surprise!!
Monday, October 6, 2008
I miss po po -1
at 1st i was wondering, kinda worry also lah, how gonna live after this. then it strikes my mind that, the house is empty now.
I went back on Saturday just to say Hi to po po and pick up some of my stuff. It's sooooo quiet. I can't find po po in her chair anymore~
I miss her sooooo MUCH!!!!
Again, family matters
is like my 2nd mother. Basically, i spent my 8 or 9 years of my childhood with her and and .
She really cares about me, wherever she went for holidays when i was a kid, she'll buy present for me as well as if i'm her child. My cousins may be jealous that time, hence we were not really able to get along that time. However, it's getting better nowadays. At least, treats me as her elder sister who asked me to join her for her family photo when she was taking her wedding photos. i was so touched! and i am still touch now.
Early in the morning, called me and informed that my mum called her this morning, crying and telling her things that happened last week, i presumed. Few hours later after she called, called me to check what had happened. Why want to make the whole world feeling uncomfortable?? i'm not sure what's wrong with her, but i'm sure i didn't do anything wrong. really hope she'll think openly instead of small minded. She'll feel the world is so much more wonderful instead of crying and complaining that she has no one besides her when i'm just standing behind/next to her....
Young in my heart
wasei, it proves that i'm still attractive. hahaha... but the guys that introduced, all 1 year younger than me. I dare not tell them my actual age, lied to them that i'm only 23. and they believed, wonder they pretend to believe me or they're really that dumb to believe me. Never mind, at least i'm happeee... hehe
then i found out the guy Robin "Hood" who is interested in me quite rich neh... kaching~ wooohoo~
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Ng's Family
Whatever i told Aunty Lilian or Michelle che che, they will forward my stories/facts to my mum.
Oh, isn't it better?? since u claimed u couldn't communicate with ur mum.
Ya, right!!!
because of them telling those stories/facts to my mum without indicate when is it, why am i saying so or where it happened. the gap between me and my mum has getting worse. haha.. funny, isn't it?! i have decided, from this moment onwards, not to be honest to anyone, keep all my secrets with me till the day i die. i presumed everyone will be happier this way....
mummy always claimed she left nothing after po po died. Heck!!! u think i have anything with me?! po po is gone... where should i go during CNY where everyone claimed they'll balik kampung*? i think i need not to fight for taking leaves during CNY anymore.... where can i hide myself temporarily when i encountered serious problem?? who i can seek advice from?? i have no HOME.
my mum only knows how to control me instead of really care about me. if according to her definition of care = control, ya, she does care about me. Her cares make me feel like suffocating... I need air, so i stay far far away from her... and i feel like travel further... Ya, i'm all she have after her mum passed away. i should take good care of her, this is my responsibility. Seriously, i think i can only satisfy her by giving her $$$, lots of $$$, we can't communicate at all!!! The way i'm trying to balance our relationship now is to keep quiet when she scolds me.
Oh, God, should i just disappear from this Ng's family?? i really feel like MIA one day with no news at all but only to deposit $$$ to my mum monthly. I need to "empty" my mind.. or fill my mind with the something else instead of family relationship...
*Note: balik kampung (Bahasa Melayu) = back to hometown