Beloved Po Po -continued

Po po's health is getting worse after she fell in the toilet. From waist pain till legs no strength to stand (claim by her), slowly become Alzheimer's disease. From calling Anne or Shiat Yee non-stop, then become calling her mum... and now, she has no respond to anything already.

Her 86-years-old b'day falls on this weekend. But i just got a bad news from Aunty Ah Yoon that she can't eat and drink anymore. Also, her half body is swollen.

i thought she'll get better after she discharged from hospital last week. She is not that bad on the Mooncake festival, even though i told Aunty Ah Yoon that po po can hardly chew and swallow rice. Actually the next day, i found po po's left hand is swollen but i thought there's nothing wrong and just leave it.

OMG, now i hate myself!!! for not telling Aunty Ah Yoon the problem earlier, maybe she'll be better. However, on the other hand, po po has been suffering these years.... should we pray for her to live longer? or we should pray for her to leave peacefully and without pain??

i don't feel like letting her go..... i don't want to let her go, i want her to stay here till the day i get married. i want her to sit next to me on the wedding day... i want her to witness my BIG day..

Yin Sin said once body is swollen, means her time is not long before she goes.... Prue also said we should pray for her to go peacefully instead of holding her here suffering...

If, there is ever a God, don't care Christian, Buddhist or Hindu... If.. u really want to take po po away... please don't let her suffer... bring her to heaven and send her to a nice and wealthy home for her next life.

Po po's dicking her ear in year 2003


Po po's b'day on year 2003.


Po po's b'day on year 2006


Mother's day 2007, po po still looks fine even though can't sit still.


Po po's b'day on year 2007


Po po's b'day on year 2007, family photos


Po po's 3 daughters, taken on Reunion dinner 2008


Reunion Dinner 2008

I LOVE U, PO PO!!!!